What has changed?

Setahun yang lalu memutuskan untuk berjilbab setelah pulang umrah. Beberapa waktu lalu, ditanya temen "Jadi apa yg udah berubah dari diri lo, Si? Semenjak pake jilbab?" 

Jleb jleb jleb!!! Hahahaha and so I wrote this. As a reminder for myself, to always learn more.

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What has changed?

Beneath the new colorful hijabs,

What has changed?

Beneath the ever growing hijab collections

What has changed?

Beneath your loose shirts and wide skirts

What has changed?

Have you grown more pious?

Did you recite more verse from the Quran?

Did you keep your prayers and do more of the sunnah?

Did you wake up on the peaceful third part of the night?

Are you kind to others?

Did you give more?

Did you live by the deen?

Did you take orphanage to live under your care?

Because what counts are more than just the long hijab

What counts are the times when you held your tongue tied instead of judging others

What counts are the times when you're being the guardian of the unseen

What counts are the times when you become the safest place for your children

What counts are the times when you become the remedy for your husband exhaustion

What counts are the times you hold yourself instead of throwing arguments to your mother

What counts are the times when you respect others

What counts are the times when you advice someone in private instead of judging in public

What counts are things that has changed within yourself, the ones coming back to Allah. The ones hardly seen physically.

So tell me, what has changed? Since your hijrah, what has truly changed?

And a year pass, I'm still figuring out.